Drunk thoughts~

Every single one of us had embarrassing moments. That's for sure. But what about the times when we were drunk? are they embarrassing enough or just moments of pure honesty? Let's see my point of view in this matter.

What i think is that when we drink more than we can handle is just because we want to get away from the reality , from the problems that eats us alive and just for a few hours to have fun! 

Although, what we call having fun can destroy a lot of things when we are sober.

When you feel really lonely and you get drunk, everything seems a good idea . And at this point when the wrong guy gives you attention, the mistake is already happening...

You are now in a different world... the dizziness feels so right, someone finally gives you love..

The next day he is getting ready to leave, like everyone else. The "fairy tale" had almost ended. Now it's time to face the facts, which are so, so bad. You realize you betrayed a really good friend by taking this 'getaway', you suddenly can't breath... there are a million thoughts passing your mind .."what have i done?" you think..."how did this happened" and " how could I do this to her.."
So let me tell you what i think.. Doing things or ..men when you are drunk doesn't necessary mean that you, have feelings for them. It might just mean that you are lonely enough to hide it in the real world, so you create a "perfect" world, a world that you are loved..
People are gonna disappoint you , i get that. i kind of expect that but what if you wake up one day and realize that you are the disappointment?.